This one goes out to you..
I’m sorry for ever hurting you. I’m sorry for saying the nasty things I said out of pure anger. I’m sorry I didn’t stick around because maybe I did lose my everything. I’m sorry you think I didn’t try hard enough. I’m sorry I never truly trusted you. I’m sorry you never were able to full heartedly trust me. I’m sorry that when you needed me most I wasn’t there. I’m sorry that I didn’t always give you my 100%. I’m sorry that you thought I never loved you, when I actually did. I’m sorry that we didn’t make forever and always like we always promised each other. I’m sorry we broke our promises. I’m sorry we had trust issues. I’m sorry we had cheating problems. I’m sorry we fought almost everyday. I’m sorry that this relationship wasn’t the one I wanted to give you. I’m sorry I broke you. I’m sorry I can’t be there to help fix you. I’m sorry that I made things so difficult. I’m sorry that you hate me now. I’m sorry that we can’t be friends. I’m sorry that I fell in love with you. Why did I fall in love with you? Why did I build my entire life around you? How can we ever say we loved each other and then hate each other. It’s not mentally right. I’m sorry you think I played you. I’m sorry you think I left you for another girl. I’m sorry that you think things through too much. I’m sorry that I’m writing this. I’m sorry that I still think about you all the time. I’m sorry that I even think you’re going to ever forgive me. I’m sorry that the word “forgive” is even in my head. I’m sorry I didn’t treat you right. I’m sorry that I get so angry now, that I still don’t treat you right. I’m sorry that you think I don’t give a shit about you. I’m sorry that you won’t believe me when I say the girl thats trying to get with you is only doing it to make me jealous. I’m sorry that its working. I’m sorry that whenever you need me I won’t be there anymore, cause you’ve pushed me away for the last time. You’ve made me cry for the last time. You’ve made me bleed for the last time. You’ve kissed me for the last time. Hugged me for the last time. Seen me for the last time. I’m sorry it had to end this way. I’m sorry that every time I breathe, a cloud of smoke comes with me. I’m sorry that when I swallow, a taste of liquor comes down too. I’m sorry I’m not perfect. I’m sorry that I never was and never will be. I’m sorry that I’m sorry. I’m sorry Madison.
About me
The name is Alex Panda. And hell yes I'm bringing sexy back. Lets see where to begin, where to begin. I'm 15 years young. I'm kinda short. I'm half Mexican, half Guatemalan. Uhm, I'm pretty special, at least that's what my mom says;D Anyways, I'm currently taken, and no matter what I will forever love her. I'm lesbian, haters can hate. I have some great friends and 2 best friends! My family? My brother is the shit, so lay off. I'm pretty chill about things. I'm not goth, emo, preppy, tom boy, I'm just me(: Drugs are my thing, and there ain't no stopping me. I love partying, and I party hard all night. I'm shy at first, but that doesn't last long. I'm not afraid to tell how I feel, because feelings can't be controlled. I am a pretty open person, and I say what I want whenever. I've been known to talk back to teachers. And guess what? It's true;D Talk shit to my face instead of looking like a pussy in first grade. I won't bite;D Piercings? That would be my lip. Tattoos? None yet(: My favorite animal would be the PANDA BEAR!! I am in love with gummy bears and Madison(: I'm just you're regular loud obnoxious party freak(: Hit me up! 405-512-**** Earn the rest bitches(: And remember to smile, cause you are beautiful(: Anymore questions? Ask me anything!
